I know this is insanity, but I have NO alone time ever! D is going to be out of town all this week, I am already off for MLK day and I took tomorrow off too. I get to stay home by myself all day! I am so thrilled! I know this is such a small thing, but oh my, it makes me super happy! Don't get me wrong, I love D and I love spending time with him, but I need a minute to breathe and not have someone asking me why I am breathing that way! :)
Oh yeah, I started South Beach again and lost 7.8 lbs the first week. Yay me! However, I am not sure week 2 is going to go as well. I have a stress fracture in my foot, so I am benched on exercise. Not that I was burning it up or anything, but I did walk Benny several times a day. It frustrates me since he acts out when he doesn't get enough exercise. D can walk him at night but with him being out of town all week, that leaves me in a dilemma. I am afraid we might be mad at each other before the end of the week!
OK, now let me get the mushy stuff out of the way. I think I love this silly dog so much because I am worried that we are never going to have kids. He is kind of filling a void in me. He needs me, loves me and is always happy to see me! D loves him too. He tells me all the time he thinks Benny gives us hugs. He will sit down and just lay over on you and look up at you like you are the very best thing in the world. Melts my heart!
Let's talk about babies. I am thinking I should O on Tuesday. D and I did what we had to do before he left. It's not as easy as you think. Trying to have a baby for 32 months kind of sucks the life out of you after a while, so I have just decided that we are going to have sex whenever and just for fun. I have not ever really told him when we "have" to have sex or not. Let me just tell you, that has not always worked to my advantage either. Neither one of us has a tremendously high sex drive so it is more work than you think. I think we are back on our way to pre-trying to have a baby sex...I hope!